10.11.11 - Mr., Mr.

Well, well, well,..

so there is a MR. again. Yeah, well..
I met him nearly 2 months ago and we started dating 4 weeks ago, I think. I really like him. I mean like: REALLY.
Really, really like him. It's quite funny how things can work out. A few weeks ago i wouldn't even think about getting serious with someone. At least not really. And then suddenly it all changes. Not just lovelife. My whole life is changing and the change in my lovelife just fits in pretty well in the whole changing thing.
I'm moving. I have a new job. I have a boyfriend. Can I say that? Boyfriend. The word seems so foreign. I'm not used to use this word to describe a MR..
And I'm not quite shure if I'm ready to declare this a relationship, but I'm very close!
It's just.. i like him. And I hope it'll work out fine. :)
He's living 2hours by train away. Not really in the neighbourhood..
And with me moving to Zauberfeenpferd, I'm thinking about getting a driver's license.
I think my feelings are described enough by telling you I have to smile everytime I think of him.

:)

His. Taboea.

09.11.11 - Finally!

Finally it's happening!
Ich poste mal wieder. Aber das meinte ich damit eigentlich nicht.
Ich ziehe um!
Am Sonntag ist es soweit. I waited so long for this moment to come and I'm pretty excited. Wobei ich sagen muss, dass ich jetzt doch langsam Packpanik bekomme. So viele Sachen. Ich dachte nicht, dass ich so viel Scheißdreck in meinem Zimmer hab! Nun gut, zu meiner Entschuldigung: Es sind 20 Jahre Leben in diesem Zimmer verstaut. Da kommt was zusammen. Ich hätte allerdings wohl öfter mal ausmisten müssen und ordentlicher sein müssen. Too laaaaaate.
Und ich freu mich so außerordentlich, dass das mit dem Zauberfeenpferd klappt. Die WG, die wir schon so lange planen. Endlich!

Und mein Zimmer wird endlich groß! ♥ ♥ ♥
Muha.
And lovelife is pretty good as well. Not quite shure if it's real yet, but I'm going to find out eventually. I hope. :)
Meine neue Arbeit beim FSJ ist auch super und meine Kollegen sind super.
Coming back to lovelife. Baehm. :D
I like. Final comment.

Hope to write you soon.
Bis dann ;)

Taboea

22.02.2011 - & again..

..it happened. Not for the first time. Though it was different this time. Maybe they helped..but I'm scared of what I though about. About what I did last night. And sometimes I just don't know anymore. Don't know what for. Don't know why. Don't know what the hell this shit is supposed to be. Don't know who I am. Who I should be. Who I want to be. If I want to be. Sometimes it happens. In the last weeks more often than ever. I'm scared. And I feel lost. Somehow...

10.02.11 - andres Blog.

Hab ich andres Blog, Alta.
Mnja whatever. If got another blog now, too.
I don't really know on which I will post things. Sometime here sometimes on tumblr I think. On tumblr it's mostly pictures, here it's mostly text, so it will make a difference.
Enough said.

http://watercastle.tumblr.com/

Yours..though no-ones would fit better.

10.01.10 - Teeabschuss und Schokomaske.

Manchmal braucht man Erholung ohne, dass man real etwas gemacht hat. Allein die Vorstellung bestimmter Aufgaben weckt das Verlangen nach Erholung. Nach Ablenkung.
Man weiß natürlich im Hinterkopf, dass das schief gehen kann. Wahrscheinlich sogar. Weil man dann statt den Hintern hochzubekommen, sich mit Tee betrinkt, Schokomasken trägt und Serien guckt.
Manchmal ist das trotzdem gut, denke ich. Manchmal muss das einfach sein. Aber es sollte die Ausnahme bleiben.
An Anstrengungen denken kann ganz schön antrengend sein.

*husthust*