26.11.09 - Yipieh.

Awesome. Just awesome.
I just watched some videos by iamchrisc on Youtube who is a friend of davedays.
In real they are Chris Carter and David Colditz :D
So..I just watched some videos.
And I really liked..*throat clearing* loved..Dave :D
And now..
I think..
I'm in love with Chris, too.
He's really cute and hot..
I mean..
Dave is the musician..and maybe even the most popular one of both but..
Chris is really really cute :) and yeah xDD Chris and his muscles :D working out duh? xD
Chris can also sing, but doesn't often..on Youtube..at least I think so :) I heard him sing sometimes..but most of his videos on Youtube were just fun no singing.
And the fact that I like him without even singing :D is great :D

Chris if you - unlikely - should read this:
I really really like you..as far as I know you by your videos :)
I really would like to know you better :D

So..dreaming ends..or wait..no dreaming never ends.
Huh? :) Zauberfeenpferd? The swimming guy :D American football sweatheart or something like that :D

Em. Chris? My account on Youtube is - by the way - Taboea. Maybe you could contact me or something like that..you know..E.T...xD

But though I think dreaming never ever ends I like this song :D
It's from Moulin Rouge : One day I'll fly away

[Satine:]
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...

Uhm yeah.
Oh..and if anyone should find mistakes in my posts I apologize in advance :D
Please tell me so I can work on my English ;)

Love lifts us up where we belong..
But what if there's no love?
Can there be no love?
Isn't there love and if it's only from your family?
But if you differ between lovelove and familylove..
I would think it's meant lovelove lifts us up where we belong.
So..but if there's no lovelove for us..then we aren't where we belong?
Hard..
So..
Please..Someone wants to lift me up? :D

*throat clearing*
For real.
A little bit of lovelove wouldn't hurt..
And if it was only for fun and not for long..
:)

Your throat-clearing Chris-loving lovelove-wanting
Taboeakind :) - or shall I say Taboeachild?
What do you think? :)