24.12.09 - Its December ☻☺

Merry Christmas :)

Frohe Weihnachten - Vasel Koleda - Joyeux Noel - Hyvää Joulua - Kala Christougenna - Shub Christa Jayanti - Buon Natale - Merri Kurisumasu - Froleijk Kerstfeest - God Jul - Wesolych Swiat - Boas Festas - Cracium Fericit - Hristos Razdejetsja - Schöni Wienacht - Feliz Navidad - Prejeme Vam Vesele Vanoce - Velselobo Vam Rizdva - Kellemes Karacsonyiunnepeket - Glædig Jul :)

I hope you all enjoy your holidays and have a happy christmas evening/morning - depends on your tradition :)

My mum, a friend of her and me already had Christmas breakfast but opened only the presents by the visiting friend :)
The rest has to wait until my grandpa is coming at half past six this evening.
Then we will also have Christmas dinner :
☺Parmesanschnitzel mit Bandnudeln & Gemüse
☻parmesan-schnitzel with ribbon noodles & vegetables
☺☻Sticky rice mit / with Mango

Listening to Christmas music right now :D

Slowly Christmas feeling comes up..
Contemplative times..
Maybe not that much but I was thinking..
Christmas is the celebration of Jesus' birth..
But this year I didn't even go to church like the years before..I just wasn't feeling christmassy..So..I just wasn't feeling like Jesus is born?
The question wether I believe or not and when I do what I believe comes up again..
I don't really know how to answer..
I believe there is something..maybe "God" maybe something else..
Of course I'm evangelic..but still..
And the fact that I'm not shure what to believe makes it hard to believe in Jesus as the son of god, doesn't it?
Maybe sometimes a man named Jesus truely lived..but what if the storys aren't real..what if..well I don't know..my R.E. teacher has a point saying that the probability of so many people - and they must have been many writing the bible - saying - independently of each other - something really similar is little..
But still..
I don't knwo and most of the time I don't think about what I believe because life is so much easier either when you know what to believe or when you don't think about what to believe..
And you know I'm a little sloth ;)
Well..I don't know how many times I said "don't know" in this whole post xD
In about one hour I will start with the preparing for dinner..

The night before last night I told you I was going out with HPLLoLdE and it was real fun! <3
Mupaaa :D
I thought some of my classmates would go there too but they didn't.

I don't really know what to do on silvester yet. I think some friends of mine will be doing something and I'll join ;)
Zauberfeenpferd, Sliiiina & Liesken..

I'm a little bit tired :D I didn't sleep very long the last two nights ;)

Your märrieh-krischtmäss-wishing <3
Taboea :)